I don't know how to make you cheer up, but just learn something you need to learn and knew, then kick bad away. When you feel cheer up, I think my happiness and your protect will come soon, right???? So let's Crossed the difficult together, and the simple thing will come soon. 

PS: 

Even if I had this terrible pain, hurt and harm in this situation or around these few months, but  I still wish I can send your birthday present in this year,do you want to wait???!!!!

 

This lyric of the song I want to tell you!! : 

 

Everybody hurts just a little too much

Everybody hurts but it's never enough

It's wonderful to fall, let's love and risk it all

Even if it hurts a little too much

I'd rather love just a little too much