年紀一直增加 但腦袋好像反而不斷在退化
現在的我 好像已經到了匯兌生日感到緊張焦慮
害怕看到蛋糕上蠟燭數字的年紀了
好像大張旗鼓的慶祝自己青春年華的老去有點奇怪

昨天一過午夜12點朋友打電話來唱著些微走音的生日快樂歌
卻也不忘提醒我 再三個轉眼30歲就快到的事實（過25歲就再也不是20出頭歲了）
突然間 我們已經長大到開始面對人生轉變的年紀
朋友紛紛開始結婚 買房 生子
好像這些既定的行程 已經開始催促著自己趕快上路

生日這天 應該快樂的
卻因為看到即將面對的未來跟人事物而有些許煩心
『糕操煩』大概是長一歲開心之餘的副作用
因為長大 才知道什麼是恐懼跟害怕
因為看得多 才知道什麼是猶豫跟可能性
因為失去過 才知道什麼是擁有跟珍惜

生日這天外頭傾盆大雨 理當惹我心煩意亂
因為有你們的祝福 讓這場大雨聽來也沒這麼糟糕
因為有你們的祝福 才得以豐富我人生的每一刻
每段有你們的回憶 都是不可抹滅的存在

感謝感恩大家再這一天願意花一點時間想起我：）
cheers for everyone, my lovely friends!


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I couldn't be happier
No, I couldn't be happier
Though it is, I admit
the tiniest bit
unlike I anticipated
But I couldn't be happier,
simply couldn't be happier,
Well-- not "simply"
'Cause getting your dreams,
it's strange, but it seems
a little, well, complicated.
There's a kind of sort of... cost.
There's a couple of things get... lost.
There are bridges you cross
you didn't know you crossed
until you crossed.
and if the that joy, that thrill,
doesn't thrill you like you think it will...
Still--
with this perfect finale,
the cheers and the ballyhoo,
who
wouldn't be happier?
So I couldn't be happier.
Because happy is what happens
when all your dreams come true.
Well, isn't it?
Happy is what happens
when your dreams come true.
(i couldn't be happier lyrics)